Cláudio Gonçalves
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2019Excerpt

Becoming an Architect

The title arrived first; the becoming took much longer

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By 2019 I had been the Architect for a few months, which is a different thing from being an architect. The title had been settled in a town hall. Nothing else had been.

I knew very few things about the role. That was the plain fact of it, a skill gap and not a mood. A teammate had wanted the position as well, the person who created the team had left the company, and I was lost for some time because of that: it was hard for me to find the goal, for me, of the role. I cannot put a clean end date on that feeling, and I am not going to invent one. It began when the title did and it went on for years after this one.

What I can say about this stretch is that the work continued anyway, which is usually how it goes. You do not get to pause the role while you work out what it is.

2019 in one sentence: I was already the Architect and not yet an architect.